Its  a Sunday.. I have  aloong list of work to do.. Work somehow never seems to end but life does.. hmm I guess im getting more and more philosophical these days.. But first things first I need to apologize because ive not been able to update this blog as much as I would have liked and this apology is towards myself.. I guess its about time I started taking time out for myself..

So here I am on a data card connection in my house on a sunday evening trying to delay a lot of works thats pending and taking some time out for myself so that I can put my thoughts here..

The last time I blogged here was around october thats almost 6 months back! phew how time flies.. I was 22 then.. now im 23..

Last six months have taken my professional life to a new level and and my personal life down hill.. In october i was running a 2 people company now i run a 11 people company with many more people to hire.. And ofcourse it does seem like work will take me to newer heights as far as my professional life is concerned..

But when it comes to personal life.. I guess ive made many compromises.. Ive let go of people whom i liked very much because i just dont have the time to pursue them.. say sorry and get them back into my life.. I find myself in a lonely position emotionally though i must admit that last three years have toughened me to a level that i kinda disconnect emotionally quite well these days.. But last six months have been tough.. very very tough.. especially when my best buddy decided to quit my company. It was also very tough because my sister was getting married as well so it meant i needed more people at work so i could enjoy her marriage.

Well I did enjoy her marriage but it just added to my personal loneiness. My sister was a fun person when at home and time used to pass very quickly in her company. She has now moved in with her hubby and its been 3 months and Im realising how much fun it was growing up with 3 elder sisters.. now one is in dubai and one is married and one stays at home.

I was just chatting with a college friend yesterday and telling her how i now wanted to balance my life a little.. though ive been focussing only on work for sometime now.. its about time I indulged in other different activities and tried and focussed on things beyond work so that I can chill and do better at work as well..

Some of the things I wish Im able to implement by this year!

1) Join A Gym! Yes! I guess I need to now!

2) Join Shaimaks.. Yea I wanna get back to dancing.. as a kid I had the most fun times when doing dance shows!

3) Party! yes this is another thing I think I wanna do once a week.. atleastttt…

Im setting a deadline of May end to start all three.. pray for me that i do.. :)