Closed doors..

I remember my mum telling me that i was once locked up in the house alone with nowhere to go.. And how they were really worried.. I never understood why they were worried as what would a 2 year old kid do alone..

Now i understand though.. I feel some doors are closed and i know how it feels to be locked out with no option as you know the doors wont open.. Helpless as it seems life is like that.. either one can stop trying to open those doors or one can keep trying and keep failing and keep hurting.. im not sure what i want to do.. till now im just staring at those doors hoping they will open..

“Think Longterm..” Says my Friend!

Life is full of choices and full of dilemma’s too where one comes across a two way path in which choosing one becomes difficult. I guess im at such a crossroad as well when i can see two separate paths one which i dont love but the path loves me..

Another which i love but the path is indifferent and has no feelings towards me. I recently discussed this dilemma with a very close friend of mine who had this to say..

“Rajiv whichever path you choose.. think longterm.. because treading a path and taking step backwards is very painful”

It kinda stuck to my mind but.. my dilemma isn’t solved.. I still am wondering which path to choose.. Is it better to love or is it better that you are loved by someone? How does one choose between those two!??