Babes dun go! I love you :)

My sis was here from dubai on the 23rd.. I call her babes.. And now she is leaving tomorrow.. I guess i have the best rapport with her.. We both love watching movies and before she relocated for work to dubai we had this pact where we both used to go for movies every sunday!

It was a great stress buster as the whole week i had hectic work.. Also babes was my partner in crime when it came to trying out new places for what else but hogging food!

Also she pampers me to no end.. After my mum the only one who loves me as much is babes! When i was in school in the 4th std my sis used to make me do my lessons for school and my god would she shout at me (i was a distracted pest so her shouting was natural). I remember i was so scared of her that one time she asked me a question and i gave the answer and she suddenly raised her hand!! I ducked.. thinking she will hit me but she was just calling out to my mum.. Phew.. i thought to myself thank god for mugging answers well!

But as i grew up babes and my relationship has got cooler! She is my bestest friend in this whole wide world though she is a little possessive especially when i talk about my long list of girl friends but i guess thats natural!

Now babes is going to dubai and im feeling sad as there will be no one i can give a hug and say babes i love u!!!  But nevertheless hopefully i can go to dubai again and we both can hog food till we can eat no more the next time im in dubai!

20 minutes Vs 2 years!

Time they say heals.. helps to overcome.. helps you forget.. helps you do loads of things… But what happens when you feel like holding time in your hand.. Moments to be specific.. You cant.. they pass away.. leaving a memory behind which is pretty much indelible..

I have had a few memories like that in my short life time till now.. And many of them have come in shorter time spans than longer.. Recently i chatted with someone for around 20 minutes.. And wow would i remember that chat..

There we more “hahaha” and “lolz” than in any other chat ive had.. I know many people like personal meeting and don’t think online chatting is really that effective but if you know the person for long like in my case online chatting can be very beautiful as well.. And thats what those 20 minutes were.. beautiful.. IT made me feel like i was 5 years old full on enthusiams and joy!.. Wish i hadn’t have to cut that conversation off in the middle..

I tried chatting with the same person a few times again but didn’t manage to get a conversation going as one of us kept going offline.. But if someone asks me how much were those 20 minutes worth.. i guess they were worth all of the last 2 years of my life.. Never felt so happy since quite long.. I guess there are people in everyone’s life whose silence smile and words give so much of happiness to you that you begin to realise how much you love them.. Im glad to have met such people in my life..

If you want to be wanted stop showing you want!

Yes i know the above statement on reading once might sound incorrect but its absolutely right!

If you want to be wanted by someone or some people then stop wanting for it to work! This is the way the world works. Lets give you and example. How many of us waste water? Im sure a lot of us do! Now think do we waste petrol? NO not many… we even buy low mileage cars.. Now why am i giving this example.. Its to illustrate that people value things that are scarce. Hence if you as a person want to be wanted by someone or in office etc. Dont run behind that person infact show as if you have no time. A busy persons time is valued by other people and most people have no time for a useless free person with no work in life!

Hence moral of the story is get busy and get on the wanted list!

Deaf and dumb are we?

It was one of those humbling experiences this sunday.. I was at infinity mall as usual hogging on Subway sandwich (It was brown bread without mayo.. im still on a getting in shape spree). And suddenly i see 3 people on another table talking to each other in sign language..

I realised that either one of them or all of them were deaf or dumb. I also made me realised that inorder to communicate with someone you need to speak their language. Most of the time this why relationships, business deals and families break up.. Because people can’t comprehend or misunderstand each others words or intentions.

Nevertheless looking at those people speak in sign language made me thank god for all the gifts that i have and the fact that i can express by speaking and hear by listening. Though we dont always use that speech or listening power for any good. We see poor kids/children on the road and turn deaf and dumb. Ditto with any kind of injustice. Made me think.. Were those people I saw in the mall deaf and dumb or are we deaf and dumb and may be emotionally numb as well??

Tsunami blew me away!

Well this isn’t the real Tsunami.. Its a BMS College festival. When in college i used to participate in the dance competitions in this festival. Yeah for those who dont know i can kick some ass wen its comes to grooving to the music.

So one of my sweetest friends invited me to see her dance (now she is in the 3rd year of BMS) . And wow was i grateful to her or what for calling me. This was held at pheonix mills lower parel and the dance competition theme this time was street dance. I really felt like joining these guys.. Though i must say the Jai Hind dance team rocked!

Felt like i was back in college!! What a feeling!.. My sweet friend danced really well too.. All in all a great time for me.. Wish it would go on forever.. In short Tsunami blew me away!

Your EGO is bigger than your ASS!

We all have one and we all usually have a bigger one than needed.. We usually never admit that ours is that big.. we usually downplay it.. Most of ours is full of shit!! Well im not talking about one thing.. As the title suggests im talking about asses and ego’s!

While on the topic on asses.. Ive pretty much enjoyed my college days looking at cute girls with a cute ass.. and this hobby continued after college as well.. ;o)

Another thing i notice pretty quickly in people is their ego.. I guess it got to do with the fact that i have a decently big ego myself..

Now i was chatting with someone whose ego is surely bigger than her ass! (though her ass is really cute!) After she left the chat i kept wondering whether there is any connection between ego’s and asses.. I mean it would quite a research to measure people’s asses and match their ego size (if that could be measured) to their asses.. Hmmm.. im sure all the chics with cute big asses would have huge ego’s.. I know one chic like that for sure.. Would love to carry out this research on other chics though ;o)!!!

Never mind the research.. But if you are reading this you need to contemplate on the question.. Is your ego bigger than your ass??

Heyy Babyy! – I want a baby girl :)

No no ive not lost it yet! Im still 22 and i have no intention of becoming a father so soon. But I should surely recommend Heyy Babyy the movie! Its a hilarious treat and has one of the cutest baby girls..

The movie not only makes you laugh like crazy it also makes you feel sad as well especially when the baby is sick.. Ok Ok i wont give out the story.. Go watch it!

But on a personal note im damn happy watching this movie.. I have been working really hard these last 2 years and i used to always ask for whom am i working so hard??

I guess if i do end up all alone and dont manage to convince myself to stick to one gurl ;o)

Then i shall surely adopt a baby girl.. I guess there wouldn’t be any better feeling than seeing a baby grow up… This movie has that effect on you! Atleast it did that on me.. Im kinda looking forward to the joys of fatherhood.

But then thats me! Ive always been an emotional fool who has thought from his heart! But nevertheless I want a baby gurl!

In Hindsight.. Yes i was a LOSER!

After living 22 years of my life and being through decent number of incidents both in personal and in professional life i can say that hindsight is much better than forsight.. This is because hindsight empowers you with realisation of what actually happened while foresight is nothing but an estimated guess of what might happen..

If given an option to choose whether to have great hindsight or foresight i would choose the former.. This is because ive learnt so much in hindsight from whatever my life has gone through in the last 22 years..

One such incident or insight that i have realised over the last two years is that i was a complete LOSER when in my last year of college. (I guess its better to feel that you were a loser in the past than present!)

Now am not the one who was the first to say this.. A person very close to my heart told me i was a LOSER when i was in my third year.  Now it did hurt a lot as it came from someone whom i loved, valued and cared for and till date the fact that i was called a loser motivates me. But in hindsight i kinda agree with this person.

I guess i had no goal or purpose to my life when in college. I fell in love with this girl and spent all my time on her and never gave her any space which made her feel suffocated and things went wrong and she called me a Loser.

In hindsight i understand what a jerk i was.. Today i wouldn’t spend even 10% of that time on someone (even if im dating.. except when im making out ;0)) because i have better things to do. Also im far more social than i was say 2 years ago..

But why i am i writing this today? Because im facing a similar problem with D ( mentioned here in my earlier post). D has become a very good friend (Cant call her girl friend yet.. ;0)) now but she keeps calling me all the time. I mean its not that i dont like good looking girls given me importance! I mean i love every bit of it! But i cant speak to anyone for too long as im a working guy now and for me work is priority no.1. Also i have many girl friends now who ask for my time. So here i am tacking an over enthusiastic chic who calls me 15 times a day cribs every time that i dont spend enough time talking to her! 

In hindsight this sounds so much like me when i was in College in third year. Just that in that case i use to crib and pester the someone (same girl who called me a loser) for their time! Damn.. now i cringe when i realise what a Jerk and a Loser i was.. If only life gave you a second chance after you have realised your mistake to make amends.. If only.. I lost that loved one at the price of learning that i was a LOSER! Nevertheless.. Moral of the story is hindsight is better than foresight..

I can’t forget..

I cant forget.. That hearty laugh..

I cant forget.. that naughty spark in your eyes..

I cant forget.. that beautiful smile

I cant forget.. those light coloured eyes..

I cant forget.. the way i tickled you..

I cant forget.. those train journey’s..

I cant forget.. that choco cream ice cream..

I cant forget.. the movies we saw..

I cant forget.. the first chat at marine drive..

I cant forget.. that first chat at 3 in the night..

I cant forget.. that dance floor and that last song..

I cant forget.. the way you felt shy..

I cant forget.. the way we laughed on someone’s death..

I cant forget.. our arguments on who should spend..

I cant forget.. your birthday and the video i made..

I cant forget.. the mr.snowy and dance on my birthday..

I cant forget.. the way you packed my bags..

I cant forget.. those chats when we stood outside the station..

I cant forget.. those thumb fights and the way i won them..

I cant forget.. the kiss at the stroke of midnight of new year..

I cant forget.. the shopping for swimming costume..

I cant forget.. your ducky quack..

I cant forget.. nemo the fish..

I cant forget.. that boondi ka ladoo you fed me..

I cant forget.. the way i picked you up on that terrace..

I cant forget.. the way your hair looks when wet..

I cant forget.. that black dress..

I cant forget.. your stupid firangi glares..lol

I cant forget.. Those days you were away and the way i wrote everyday..

I cant forget.. your funny walk and the way i imitated it..

I cant forget.. the way we made fun of other people’s dressing sense..

I cant forget.. that shiv sagar date..

I cant forget.. the bubbly song..

I cant forget.. your exam nights..

I cant forget.. that bunny with a carrot..

I cant forget.. those old letters and personal diary you showed me..

I cant forget.. that tear in your eye when we fought for the first time..

I cant forget.. that longest kiss of my life..

I cant forget.. the way i cried and hugged you..

I dun think ill be able to forget these moments.. Coz they have you in them..

and forgetting you is forgetting that i lived..

Why do you care when you dont share?

How do you know a person cares? Its when that person wants to know whether you are ok.. when that person is concerned about ur well being happiness success failure etc etc..

But is caring and sharing the same? No.. Sharing is when a person talks to you and is open about his or her feelings.. also as far as im concerned Love = caring + sharing..

But a lot of times we are reduced to just caring for someone and not being able to share.. This happened to me in my late school days where i had a crush on this girl but could not confess.. I cared but i never shared..

I think it was a mistake.. I think anyone who just cares for someone silently without sharing waste’s his or her life.. I mean for god sake your EGO isnt ur best friend.. It leaves u lonely and self consumed and selfish.. you may never know whether the opposite person is feeling the same way untill and unless you express yourself!

I have never understood why people would silently want to keep a track of someone else or remember and miss someone else unless the other person was dead or just didnt want to talk to him/her..

If the person is dead.. then its ok.. smile and know that the person knows u miss him/her.. but if the other person is alive and he or she doesnt care then there is no point wasting ur time.. But if you still care please express .. Its k if the other person tells you he or she doesnt but atleast that person knows and who knows one day he or she might value the fact that you care..

SO moral of the story is dont only care for me.. share ur feelings with me as well.. you may never know.. i might be silent coz i never knew you actually cared..